I've lost my mind before.
It's nothing like they make it out to be.
One day you just realize that you seem... Missing.
Like there's a part of yourself you suddenly remember you had and now it's gone and the panic of being less than yourself screams at the borders of your consciousness, but you're still struggling to remember what it even was that you lost.
It's thinking back and having the vaguest idea, worse than deja vu, like you know you really should know something you don't.
Staircase, Prof. Peter Behrens, Germany 1908 https://danismm.tumblr.com/post/184795677974/staircase-prof-peter-behrens-germany-1908
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