Maybe a lack of exceptional experience, like a lack of psychedelic, fropped or weird experience, or madness - makes one's perception less ZEN - in my life drugs has almost always lead me onto a zen-tweak of perception - the way it made me live in the subconscious, and see nature for its peculiar ZENFULNESS, and shun the mind-cage of the con - to break on through, like in that Doors tune i linked to before.
"Rather than starting inside, I start outside—reach the mental through the physical.”
... OR SLACK, or whatever you wanna call it - there's del facto nothing more important in this world than to lead a life rich in zen - to lead a life of work is a lie, a lie that you should recent to it's full extent - to find that path, and walk along that path in life - OR to get that ultimate-zen by just love living, live one's own life; to love it fully!
Personally i got a thousand reasons to be negative - yet i choose to live by PMA - makes on think of how ungrateful the normals all are..
It's a world poor in zen - BUT HEY, lets go to the zen-less shopping mall - it's an angry, trivial world full of toil and dire faces marching around the pavement in a dystopian cityscape, of a civilization long since on the wrong path, a path not entirely RICH IN ZEN..
According to my experience we're living in an angry world of angry people...ZEN makes a person genuinely happy, without it a person is never genuinely happy - it's of utmost importance to keep it ZEN, permanently and utterly..
"How many of you people know you're alive??...BULLSHIT, you're plastic soldiers in a miniature dirt-war!!"
HAIL SATAN! Freedom beyond the god, they all serve for like sheep in a steady soft parade - hail individual freedom, a celebration of life, like being a shooting star - like the ancient, old way of earth - KILL THE FATHER FUCK THE MOTHER! We yetisyns, we didn't crawl out of any rightful womb to serve - we came from mother earth, to live by earth's mystical flow of slack, and like a moth to light we found ourselves drawn to money, sex, frop and THE MYSTICS, and to "Bob".
Life should be total ZEN, right...with bare feet touching the naked, dirty ground - as a hunter, not a slave - we should all live free - no one should work..everyone should live like the wind, experience nature first hand, nestled inside nature's many zones - the many places one can rest and eat from the bounty of the hunt, like in a primitive tribe-- WE SHOULD ALL BE FREE, no one should have to con-work - take it back seekers, be excused to do what you feel like - FOR ALL THE ZEN MUST BE YOURS.
...and their mean women...
My adulthood is just a parade of bad drugs, bad people and bad luck..
BUT, i'm still standing - it can always get worse - so, drugs are out-- well, maybe just a little froppilainen from time to time..
But anyway, i want your saving grace, seekers, yeti-blassings, i want you to hope i get out of the institution in, if not 4month, then at least no later than 11months...
Then i'm gonna take the money i inherit from my sweet daddy, bless his sweet soul, and buy an RV - and just SPLIT the road..
THE XIANS: What's the point in carrying a thought of their banal god around - that's not how you worship something, that's not a prayer, it's not like you need to figure anything particular to have spiritual fullness - let that shit drift away from the subsistence - so one can find something sacred in this world - besides, we are closer to the sacred earth than the celestial sky--WORSHIP EARTH, beneath your feet - there you find what's sacred, earth is full of shordupersavs, pick one or more .
Apparently, in hindsight, looking at how it all came to be.. The poor human; broken, forced to indoctrinated, adult, negative mentality, never to have squashed that mental bug - to be stupid in a void of slack--ALONE IN A SENSUAL SNUG WORLD, in a stupor, like a kid, drifting like tattered clouds on a tangerine sky, like a child in a neat & sensual stupor, a state of stupidity and ignorance - FOR IGNORANCE IS BLISS, all is broken down into a psychedelic, lonely yeti-bliss
This world is not my home, i'm just passing by.. So i will be passing...by..
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